Goals

There's a movie I watched a while ago, I believe it was called Hugo.
And although I wasn't all for the movie, it had a good message somewhere in there that really stuck. That the world is a machine built with all of it's needed parts. And no matter how much it may not feel like it, we all fit somewhere, it's just a matter of understanding where it is you fit.

Whenever I feel like I belong nowhere, like I don't have a place in this school or this town I remember that and I remind myself that no matter how much I may feel like I don't belong now. Like I don't have friends and just kind of drift through my day, some day I'll belong somewhere and I'll be glad I waited for that day.
It's the same idea that got my dad through the hardest part of his life. Just simply knowing that some day he would smile again kept him going because he just couldn't wait for that day.
And I guess that's how a pessimist makes it through the day, at least I do. By having something to look forward to. Small goals that add up over time to where you are meant to end up.
(Look at me, being successful and writing two posts in a day.)